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Hi again

Its been awhile since I posted. Its been awhile since I posted that.  Anyways I thought I would share something that made me feel good.  I was asked to be an admin on FB largest Transgender support groups.  I was honored to be selected to help represent the genderfluid.  I really hope I can live up to the high standards the admins have set.  The FB Transgender Alliance is an amazing safe support page and the admins work hard to keep the love there.  

Now Tim has been accepted to blog for Project Icarus an international think tank of scientist planning a starship ie the first ship to go to another star system.  They liked my resume so much…especially my management and internet skills they are actually going to call me Monday to talk about me being administrator.  There is a small chance I might find a job with them.  Literally when someone asked me what I do I can honestly say “I help to design starships” lord I am geeking out over the idea.  Even if I do not get the paid job I ll still be writing on the subject which is great for my original book idea The Human Ethos of Space. 

On the bad news jobs are still hard to get and I cannot find an escort for safe trips out as Tiffany.  

zoetica:

Reminder: Auxiliary Magazine is going to print! Please support this stunning subculture magazine full of gorgeous photo editorials and quality interviews and articles. Take a look and please consider backing their Subscription Launch Kickstarter.

zoetica
:

This is “In a Dream” a.k.a. Rococo on acid – one of my favorite photo shoots and collaborations to date, which was published in Auxiliary Magazine earlier this year. If you love seeing unusual editorials like this and want to support a publication that helps facilitate them, repost this and head over to Auxiliary Mag’s Kickstarter page and help fund its future in print!

Concept/model/art direction/wardrobe/makeup: Zoetica Ebb
Photography: Lydia Hudgens
Hair: RebeccaDoesHair
Feather fascinator: Miyu Decay

A note to family

So I made mistake and left this blog address on my freelance writers résumé, I once used to possibly write on trans issues, and sent it to family who can now read this. While I freely admit leaving this address was a mistake I will not apologize for who I am or for the blog. I am bi-gender and it’s not going to change. I am much happier admitting it to myself and my friends around me. This blog helped me come to terms with myself and identity of my female self.  While I haven’t posted recently, because I am accepted by my friends in Portland, and no longer hide in the Internet shadows it’s still my voice and I am not going to be silent. As I have said to many you can accept this and be a loving ally I’ll embrace you. If you can only be negative then just don’t talk about it. I am still the same person you talked to for 44 years.

zoetica:

#tbt – all my fashion features in Coilhouse mag. 

What Makes a Wig Good for Ponytails?

ardawigs:

The question pops up more times than we could ever count: “Are Arda Wigs thick enough to put up in a ponytail?”

Here’s the rub: Yes, all of Arda’s wigs are pretty thick, so you can make a pretty thick ponytail out of any of them.

That’s not the problem. The problem is not showing the lace from the cap underneath and making the hair lay flat and nice.

Read More

(Source: arda-wigs.com)

trixiestixx:

More of this silver dress thanks to contentsofafaeriespocket

(Source: stormtrooperfashion)

bonniegrrl:

Bogart and Bacall

bonniegrrl:

Bogart and Bacall


"According to all existing Hollywood standards, my face was not photogenic. Embarrassment always made me have a one-sided smile and since I was constantly embarrassed in front of a camera, I constantly smiled in a one-sided manner. My hair, my clothes, my God! They hadn’t cared. It was as if they dared you to be good. No one bothered to help." 
Bette Davis about her first movie, Bad Sister.  (1931)

"According to all existing Hollywood standards, my face was not photogenic. Embarrassment always made me have a one-sided smile and since I was constantly embarrassed in front of a camera, I constantly smiled in a one-sided manner. My hair, my clothes, my God! They hadn’t cared. It was as if they dared you to be good. No one bothered to help."

Bette Davis about her first movie, Bad Sister.  (1931)

(Source: all-about-bette, via bonniegrrl)

I managed to get it all back in.  I either have to get a new suitcase or get better at Teteris.  I have several new wigs so new phots coming.  

I managed to get it all back in.  I either have to get a new suitcase or get better at Teteris.  I have several new wigs so new phots coming.  

vaginalfantasy:

Has to be my favorite since I started watching: Video Games, Dating Drag Queens, Cryptology and booze who could ask for more

Vampires & Booze! Watch the latest episode of #VaginalFantasy Book Club on Geek & Sundry! Hosts Felicia Day, Veronica Belmont, Bonnie Burton & Kiala Kazebee discuss “Guilty Pleasures” by Laurell K Hamilton! Plus let us know what YOU would name a vampire nightclub in the comments below! 

Watch episode here: Vaginal Fantasy #24: Guilty Pleasures

(via bonniegrrl)

The New Year is a Gift

kimboekbinder:

image

The New Year is a gift, a hint of possibilities, a whisper of a new, better version of myself.

There are so many things we can’t control in life, things that will make a year hard: death, illness, accidents, weather. But there are things you can influence, change, take charge of, and for…

bonniegrrl:

" Film has so much to do with perfection, and how differently you can feel about someone at the beginning of the film, and at the end of the film. ” Emma Thompson (x)

I love Emma!

(Source: damethompson)

This Tumbler, might focus a bit too much on me finding a style and not enough on the substantial issues like personality and ideals. I have dwelled on this for a bit. I naturally wanted to be cooler than I am, maybe classy with wine a sexy black dress or the flirty seductress. I just had to invent Tiffany and think about doing women like things and behave like one. Yet I realized something. I have always had a strong feminism personality thanks to my socialization by them.. All my closest friends have been women. I have done everything from playing Barbie to fighting for women’s rights all my life. Its second nature to me so I don’t think about it. Though I have to admit that the girl is a geeky soccer mom. For that I gave you these new Christmas pics

Mary Christmas and Happy New Years

Tiff

My latest dreams

 Last night, I had two dreams typifying my life as bi-gender. The first one, was a spy action thriller were I outsmarted those evil Soviet spies. Rack one up for the red white and blue. This is how I thought when I was about 14. The second dream had 14 year old me telling my mother that I liked to wear dresses. My mother took it in stride telling me to tell no one else. Later she went to tell my grandmother but gave up.

30 years later, and in the waking world, I have spent the last year telling all my good friends about Tiffany. Though I still hide from some of my conservative friends and family I am generally happy with my progress which this blog followed. Now that I am use to going out with friends I am not sure about this blog. I have dreamed bigger. I am thinking of starting a Wordpress blog to advocate for Bi-gender people and sharing Tiffany’ life. I am also thinking of moving this Tumbler to another address so I can use Tumbler as its meant to. What do you all think?

The world is a weird place when you walk the fence line between ideas and personalities. Am I insane? Or am I more sane than most? Does seeing everything make me blind or wise? Why every time I pack myself away in my suitcase I leave little reminders of myself? Freudian slip anyone?  

Hi again

Its been awhile since I posted. Its been awhile since I posted that.  Anyways I thought I would share something that made me feel good.  I was asked to be an admin on FB largest Transgender support groups.  I was honored to be selected to help represent the genderfluid.  I really hope I can live up to the high standards the admins have set.  The FB Transgender Alliance is an amazing safe support page and the admins work hard to keep the love there.  

Now Tim has been accepted to blog for Project Icarus an international think tank of scientist planning a starship ie the first ship to go to another star system.  They liked my resume so much…especially my management and internet skills they are actually going to call me Monday to talk about me being administrator.  There is a small chance I might find a job with them.  Literally when someone asked me what I do I can honestly say “I help to design starships” lord I am geeking out over the idea.  Even if I do not get the paid job I ll still be writing on the subject which is great for my original book idea The Human Ethos of Space. 

On the bad news jobs are still hard to get and I cannot find an escort for safe trips out as Tiffany.  

zoetica:

Reminder: Auxiliary Magazine is going to print! Please support this stunning subculture magazine full of gorgeous photo editorials and quality interviews and articles. Take a look and please consider backing their Subscription Launch Kickstarter.

zoetica
:

This is “In a Dream” a.k.a. Rococo on acid – one of my favorite photo shoots and collaborations to date, which was published in Auxiliary Magazine earlier this year. If you love seeing unusual editorials like this and want to support a publication that helps facilitate them, repost this and head over to Auxiliary Mag’s Kickstarter page and help fund its future in print!

Concept/model/art direction/wardrobe/makeup: Zoetica Ebb
Photography: Lydia Hudgens
Hair: RebeccaDoesHair
Feather fascinator: Miyu Decay

A note to family

So I made mistake and left this blog address on my freelance writers résumé, I once used to possibly write on trans issues, and sent it to family who can now read this. While I freely admit leaving this address was a mistake I will not apologize for who I am or for the blog. I am bi-gender and it’s not going to change. I am much happier admitting it to myself and my friends around me. This blog helped me come to terms with myself and identity of my female self.  While I haven’t posted recently, because I am accepted by my friends in Portland, and no longer hide in the Internet shadows it’s still my voice and I am not going to be silent. As I have said to many you can accept this and be a loving ally I’ll embrace you. If you can only be negative then just don’t talk about it. I am still the same person you talked to for 44 years.

zoetica:

#tbt – all my fashion features in Coilhouse mag. 

What Makes a Wig Good for Ponytails?

ardawigs:

The question pops up more times than we could ever count: “Are Arda Wigs thick enough to put up in a ponytail?”

Here’s the rub: Yes, all of Arda’s wigs are pretty thick, so you can make a pretty thick ponytail out of any of them.

That’s not the problem. The problem is not showing the lace from the cap underneath and making the hair lay flat and nice.

Read More

(Source: arda-wigs.com)

trixiestixx:

More of this silver dress thanks to contentsofafaeriespocket

(Source: stormtrooperfashion)

bonniegrrl:

Bogart and Bacall

bonniegrrl:

Bogart and Bacall


"According to all existing Hollywood standards, my face was not photogenic. Embarrassment always made me have a one-sided smile and since I was constantly embarrassed in front of a camera, I constantly smiled in a one-sided manner. My hair, my clothes, my God! They hadn’t cared. It was as if they dared you to be good. No one bothered to help." 
Bette Davis about her first movie, Bad Sister.  (1931)

"According to all existing Hollywood standards, my face was not photogenic. Embarrassment always made me have a one-sided smile and since I was constantly embarrassed in front of a camera, I constantly smiled in a one-sided manner. My hair, my clothes, my God! They hadn’t cared. It was as if they dared you to be good. No one bothered to help."

Bette Davis about her first movie, Bad Sister.  (1931)

(Source: all-about-bette, via bonniegrrl)

I managed to get it all back in.  I either have to get a new suitcase or get better at Teteris.  I have several new wigs so new phots coming.  

I managed to get it all back in.  I either have to get a new suitcase or get better at Teteris.  I have several new wigs so new phots coming.  

vaginalfantasy:

Has to be my favorite since I started watching: Video Games, Dating Drag Queens, Cryptology and booze who could ask for more

Vampires & Booze! Watch the latest episode of #VaginalFantasy Book Club on Geek & Sundry! Hosts Felicia Day, Veronica Belmont, Bonnie Burton & Kiala Kazebee discuss “Guilty Pleasures” by Laurell K Hamilton! Plus let us know what YOU would name a vampire nightclub in the comments below! 

Watch episode here: Vaginal Fantasy #24: Guilty Pleasures

(via bonniegrrl)

The New Year is a Gift

kimboekbinder:

image

The New Year is a gift, a hint of possibilities, a whisper of a new, better version of myself.

There are so many things we can’t control in life, things that will make a year hard: death, illness, accidents, weather. But there are things you can influence, change, take charge of, and for…

bonniegrrl:

" Film has so much to do with perfection, and how differently you can feel about someone at the beginning of the film, and at the end of the film. ” Emma Thompson (x)

I love Emma!

(Source: damethompson)

This Tumbler, might focus a bit too much on me finding a style and not enough on the substantial issues like personality and ideals. I have dwelled on this for a bit. I naturally wanted to be cooler than I am, maybe classy with wine a sexy black dress or the flirty seductress. I just had to invent Tiffany and think about doing women like things and behave like one. Yet I realized something. I have always had a strong feminism personality thanks to my socialization by them.. All my closest friends have been women. I have done everything from playing Barbie to fighting for women’s rights all my life. Its second nature to me so I don’t think about it. Though I have to admit that the girl is a geeky soccer mom. For that I gave you these new Christmas pics

Mary Christmas and Happy New Years

Tiff

My latest dreams

 Last night, I had two dreams typifying my life as bi-gender. The first one, was a spy action thriller were I outsmarted those evil Soviet spies. Rack one up for the red white and blue. This is how I thought when I was about 14. The second dream had 14 year old me telling my mother that I liked to wear dresses. My mother took it in stride telling me to tell no one else. Later she went to tell my grandmother but gave up.

30 years later, and in the waking world, I have spent the last year telling all my good friends about Tiffany. Though I still hide from some of my conservative friends and family I am generally happy with my progress which this blog followed. Now that I am use to going out with friends I am not sure about this blog. I have dreamed bigger. I am thinking of starting a Wordpress blog to advocate for Bi-gender people and sharing Tiffany’ life. I am also thinking of moving this Tumbler to another address so I can use Tumbler as its meant to. What do you all think?

The world is a weird place when you walk the fence line between ideas and personalities. Am I insane? Or am I more sane than most? Does seeing everything make me blind or wise? Why every time I pack myself away in my suitcase I leave little reminders of myself? Freudian slip anyone?  

Hi again
A note to family
What Makes a Wig Good for Ponytails?
My latest dreams

About:

The story of Tiffany Gray's, a Bi-Gender, life and the world as she sees it.

As a writer, I have this urge to share my experiences as I grow into Tiffany's heels. However, this road is not liner. Often it is a story of two steps forward one or more steps back.

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